Hellloooo

Hi
Life has changed in so many ways lately. Well, my love towards that someone special has not fade away and I'm not planning to.

Just went out today, Shazwan and I went to OU. I was like literally like a pop sickle. I was having fever. It was damn kaukau gak ah.

I was so freezing in the cinema. Now I know why Shaz doesn't like the TGV cinema. The seats are like crap. It is so an unfriendly chair. Dah la pulak to it was a 3 hour movie, Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince.

I miss someone like kaukau man. Oh yea, I finally had a candle light dinner with my special someone.

For the people that knows about me wanting to bring her out so much. Well, I finally had the balls to bring her out.

It was really nice.

I felt that feeling again. That some type of feeling that I have not been feeling in a while.

I realize that when we lose someone. Only then we cry so much and that is when we want that something or someone back.

I can't accept the fact that I have done so many things to hurt you. I was dumb. I did not think.

I'm sorry.

This is not an apology post but it is a post telling you that I love you so much.

I miss all the things that we went through.

I miss your laugh when I do something stupid.

What I'm trying to say is that I Love You So Much and I Miss You A Lot.

-ali-